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Monday, August 26, 2013

To Clean or Not To(o) Clean


Shivpuri Colony
near BHU, Varanasi

I am on house arrest.  Not only from leaving India (Fulbright contract does not permit grantees to leave during the grant) but from leaving my house.  Since yesterday, the waters of Mother Ganga have moved inward and now they have come past my doorstep to the first step up.  Floods happen. In this part of Varanasi, the last huge flood that entered into homes here was twelve years ago.

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Ganga-ji

Shivpuri Colony
Lanka, Varanasi

My morning tea was accompanied today by a smile and “Ganga-ji aaye!” Respected Ganga has come.  I replied, “Kya matlab?” What does that mean?
The house butler walked over to the edge of the veranda, beckoning me with his eyes.  Two stories below, the water was filling the streets, travelling steadily inward. It was now waist-deep outside our house walls.
I am glad I refused to take a ground-floor apartment.
Apparently, this last happened over ten years ago. Noone knows why she comes to visit our doorstep. It did not rain profusely upstream or here. 

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

The Reyaaz of Tabla



Shivpuri Colony
Lanka, Varanasi

The waft of the taal of tabla spills tears from my heart suddenly as I am washing the dishes from lunch in this intense breezeless heat in my open-air kitchen.  The house next door, or someone living below, is a musician.  He is practicing a tekha, with the same rhythm playing again and again in cycles of 16. The bayan is soft and accompanies the darts of the tabla, pulling me back to an all-night spontaneous concert by drunken Ustad Shahid Pervez and Pandit Kumar Bose a decade ago, in the living room of a student settled in the foggy hills of Jharkhand.


The tabla is a percussion instrument, created by stretching cowskin over a conical cylindrical frame of teak and rosewood, and securing it with leather stitches.  A central black area, called the syahi, is created with flour and iron fillings, rubbed with stone onto the skin, and placed slightly off-center to give it different tones. The brass or copper drum, larger and more round, is called the bayan, baya meaning left. The tabla was introduced only recently in the 1300s by polymath Amir Khusro and popularized in the courts of the kings to add a rhythmic sensuality to voice, sitar, or dance. 


Music is an integral part of Bengali and Benarasi culture. It is rare for a family not to have some member who cultivates music.  In my family, my mother sang Rabindrasangeet, my father played violin, my sisters played flute, my niece the clarinet. I believe I was cursed in an earlier life: I am surrounded by music but have yet been unable to maintain proficiency. My flute of life has too many odd holes to hold a tune.  Krishna’s disappointment in me in obvious. 


The tabla continues to beat over the hot afternoon air as I head back to the office for afternoon classes. When I return in the early evening, after a strong rain has flooded the streets, he is still practicing, the sign of a strong reyaaz.  My many musician friends who came to Benaras to devote a portion of their life to authetic study share their stories of daily 8-10 hours of practice.  This is the way of reyaaz:   dedication and discipline, living the adage that practice brings perfection.

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Diplomatic Pouch


Shivganga Express
Train from Delhi to Varanasi



The lull of the train rocked me through a strong eight hours of sleep. I had awakened at my usual 4:30, but the cabin was full of snoring neighbors which lulled me back to silence and a three extra hour doze.  Aakri, the end of the month of Sravan, is celebrated in Benaras today with pujas and rituals of color. As I make my way back to Lanka, I smile. My trip to Delhi was eventful and productive, but I am excited to be home.  My workout after a long, lazy night on the train is to lug 2 suitcases and 4 boxes of books that arrived by diplomatic pouch to the Delhi Fulbright office to my rooftop apartment.  Hansraj arrives and smiles and easily lifts the last 40lb box up to the room, as I stand with sweat on my brow, determined that my biceps and core muscles should look more like his. 



My books complete the apartment and make it mine. There is a sense of guidance and mentorship I feel with the books here.  My elders are with me.

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Rain and Raga


Delhi

The rain starts around 4:45pm, and I am due at Gita’s home by 5pm. I call to say I will arrive from the 30 minute drive a few minutes late. At 5:30pm, the rain is not stopping, and Sachin, my expert Delhi driver, is weaving past soaked auto-rickshaws, mopeds, bicycles, drenched cows, motorcycles, SUVs, and other cars. At 6pm, we encounter a HUGE traffic jam, and 25 minutes later inch past a fallen tree with a live electrical wire soaking in a large lake of roadside water, which people are slowly traversing with great care. A large-bellied executive is standing knee deep in his white collar, volunteering and directing the one-lane passage and 5 lanes of awaiting traffic until officials can arrive.  I feel very pleased to see an MP with a twirling red light sitting in his car helpless, and can only fantasize his electric execution if he were to push ahead like a bulldozer into the wires, as he does in his daily corrupted life of activities.


We pass the crowds and slowly edge toward Gita. She knows there is no time for a leisurely Saturday evening dinner, and she hastily enters the car as we turn back for a drive through the waterways to the India Habitat Centre, where she has tickets for the four-day concert celebration of India’s independence. 


We settle into seats, slightly drenched and entirely humidified, and wait for the air-conditioning to suck the extra water from our bodies.  Both of us love Indian classical music. We have made the effort, as is customary, to create the proper ambience for imbibing this medicinal music of the Ragas by dressing sensuously. She is in a Madhubala printed kameez, and I am wearing a simple khadi kurta and lots of jewels. 


We arrive amidst the alap, the first interface of one’s being with something in the Universe. Alap is the term “First Contact” from Star Trek.  Hindustani vocalist Bharathi Prathap is giving us parichay with the raga she will be singing. The alap is sensuous and still, yet quaking in its eagerness to be seen.  We are called to the green room to meet my friend, so we take a quick escape from the main hall, and arrive behind the stage, only to hear the vocalist even more resound and colorful.  In the green room, several people are crowded around the reyaaz of Tejendra-Narayan Mazumdar and Mohammed Akram Khan.  We greet him then return to our seats voyeuristically during the intense jhal or climax of the vocalists.


Mazumdar is probably the best sarodist today, technically and in character. Several other sarodists are on the scene, but most of them use politics and other nefarious techniques to edge others out. Mazumdar just plays.  His technique is excellent, and his hands precise. Like an auctioneer that can keep each sound distinct when announcing bids at miles a second, Mazumdar keeps his notes clean, with no reverberations or echoes on the strings, which one can commonly see in other sarodists during the jhal


With a polite introduction, he plays four pieces, of which one is Raga Jhinjhoti. One can visit http://www.itcsra.org/sra_others_samay_index.html and get a nice introduction to the Ragas and when to play each.  Jhinjhoti is a raga for late night, but can be played at any time. It captures the essence of warmth and exudes a magic that envelops the room.


Mazumdar and I are connected by sound. His wife, a PhD in music and current principal of Bengal Music College, is a scholar and a singer.  He and I have been discussing the ragas intimately for years, as I try to feel a world in which deep secret medicinal magic is locked.  Mazumdar has some working knowledge of the medicinal effects and tries to converse in these terms, awkwardly trying to speak a hybrid language from his native tongue of fingers on strings.   
He and I are bonded from one reyaaz on a late night in Calcutta in 2010, when I witnessed him develop a few notes, inspired by my stories of love, aspiration and longing for Ayurveda. The way he interpreted my heart and played it on the strings bonded us, as I knew he knew that I knew what it is to be lonely yet entirely fulfilled. He played it for me and my long-lost love, who was in the room. Of course, destitute-hearted people will interpret such intimacies inappropriately, but the land of music knows what was shared.


Mazumdar continues into the alap of the last piece. I see people move to the edge of their seats, some sit rocking with eyes closed, some are tapping feet, hands, shoulders.  Everyone is affected.  In India, expression of the audience is part of the energy of the room and contributes to the live piece. In contrast, western classical music captures and recaptures sequences of notes created by dead people long ago: the audience reflects it.  At the end of the jhal, Gita takes a deep breath, “Wow.” 


We enter the cool, wet, post-rain evening, look at the moon as it moves toward fullness, and drive home through sweat-filled streets.